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Walking Through The Bible: Deuteronomy

I keep a journal that I write in daily. Nothing fancy – just my thoughts, what’s happening in my life, or whatever happens to be on my mind at the moment.

Every once in a while, I like to go back and read it. Sometimes, I can see how far I’ve come on certain journeys. Other times, I realize I’m still stuck in places I thought I had already moved beyond. But either way, looking back has become a useful tool for helping me move forward.

In a lot of ways, Deuteronomy felt like that to me.

As I read it, I felt like I was sitting beside Moses while he looked back over everything Israel had experienced. He knew his time on earth was coming to an end. God had already told him that he would not enter the Promised Land. Yet Moses didn’t simply walk away. Instead, he spent his remaining time reminding Israel who God was, what God had done, and what they needed to remember after he was gone.

So, as I finished Deuteronomy, these are the things that stood out to me. 

1. Faithfulness doesn’t end just because our time is almost up.

Moses knew his time was done. He knew he would die, and God had already told him so.

Yet Moses remained faithful to the work God had given him right up until the very end.

That really struck me.

We sometimes think of our purpose as something that belongs to a particular season of our lives. But Moses reminds me that as long as God gives us breath, there is still something He can ask us to do.

We don’t get to decide when our usefulness ends.

Moses didn’t.

2. God made sure the Israelites understood the assignment.

There really wasn’t much gray area.

God laid out some fierce and mighty blessings for obedience and some equally fierce and mighty consequences for disobedience.

That might sound harsh to modern ears, but I think there is something incredibly loving about making the choices and consequences clear.

God wasn’t playing games with them.

He told them what He expected. He told them what would happen. And then He let them choose.

Which brings me to the next thing I learned.

3. God gives us a choice.

Too often, I think people view Christianity as a giant list of things God is going to make us do.

“If I become a Christian, God will make me give this up.”

“God will make me start doing that.”

But that’s not what I see in Deuteronomy.

God gives us a choice.

He doesn’t force our hand. He doesn’t drag us into obedience kicking and screaming. Instead, He gives us the opportunity to choose Him, choose obedience, and ultimately choose to accept His unconditional love.

And maybe that’s what makes the choice so meaningful.

Love that is forced isn’t really love.

4. Moses reminded Israel where they had come from.

Throughout Deuteronomy, Moses recapped Israel’s journey out of Egypt and everything God had done for them.

And he didn’t leave out the ugly parts.

Israel had rebelled. They had complained. They had forgotten. They had messed up.

And yet God continued to provide.

Moses reminded them of God’s grace, His faithfulness, and His supernatural provision.

In other words, he was telling them, Don’t forget what God has already done.

That is something I need to remember, too.

Because sometimes when I’m staring at what’s wrong right now, I forget to look back at everything God has already carried me through.

5. God’s Word was meant to be passed down.

One of the things that really stood out to me was the importance placed on teaching God’s instructions to the next generation.

The Book of Instruction was to be read and taught regularly, including at the appointed seven-year gathering. The purpose wasn’t simply for the people who were there. It was about remembering, teaching, and making sure the next generation knew what God had done.

In a very loose comparison, it was their version of having God’s Word available to them, long before we had the Bibles we can pick up and read today.

That made me think about how easily we can take access to Scripture for granted.

We have it everywhere.

We can read it on our phones. We can listen to it in the car. We can have multiple Bibles sitting on a shelf.

But having access to God’s Word and actually passing it along are two very different things.

6. God Himself buried Moses.

This one stopped me.

When Moses died, God Himself buried him.

God took care of Moses even in death.

I don’t know about you, but there’s something incredibly intimate about that.

Moses had spent his life walking with God, talking with God, arguing with God, obeying God, and sometimes getting things spectacularly wrong.

And yet, at the end of his life, God was still there.

There is something beautiful about that relationship.

7. Moses loved God deeply and he talked to Him plainly.

Moses wasn’t perfect.

He faltered. He made mistakes. He became frustrated. He even lost his temper.

But through all of it, he never wavered in his love for God.

The relationship between Moses and God feels incredibly personal to me.

And that’s another thing I took away from Deuteronomy: we don’t have to talk to God like we’re writing a letter to a king.

No King James English required.

No Shakespearean vocabulary necessary.

We can talk to God plainly.

We can tell Him when we’re angry. When we’re afraid. When we’re confused. When we’re grateful. When we don’t understand what He’s doing.

Moses certainly wasn’t afraid to speak honestly with God.

And I think there’s something comforting about knowing that God doesn’t require us to put on a performance before we come to Him.

Final Thoughts

If I had to wrap up everything I learned from reading Deuteronomy in one verse, it would be this:

“Today I have given you the choice between life and death, between blessings and curses. Now I call on heaven and earth to witness the choice you make. Oh, that you would choose life, so that you and your descendants might live!”

— Deuteronomy 30:19, NLT

Moses spoke those words to the Israelites.

But when I read them, they feel like they come straight from the heart of the Father.

Choose life.

Choose God.

Choose grace.

Choose love.

Choose Jesus.

Because ultimately, that’s what I believe Deuteronomy taught me.

God has given us a choice.

And every day, in big ways and small ones, we get to decide which way we’re going to walk.

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Walking Through the Bible: Numbers

When I started reading Numbers, I expected a book filled with censuses, lists, and laws. Instead, I found a powerful story about God’s holiness, incredible patience, and His unwavering grace toward a people who continually struggled to trust Him. More than that, I found myself in the story.

1. God’s grace is greater than Israel’s stubbornness.

One thing became clear almost immediately: the Israelites were incredibly stubborn. Time after time, they doubted God, complained, rebelled, and forgot everything He had already done for them.

Yet every time they failed, God’s grace met them. His judgment was real, but so was His mercy. Reading Numbers reminded me that God’s patience is far greater than I often realize.

2. God takes every sin seriously.

One of the most sobering moments in Numbers is when Moses disobeys God’s specific instruction by striking the rock instead of speaking to it.

To us, it can seem like such a small thing.

But God is holy, and obedience matters.

Moses’ actions kept him from entering the Promised Land, reminding me that there really is no such thing as “small” sin when it comes to a holy God.

3. God’s promises really do come to pass.

I’ll admit that I’ve always skimmed through the opening census.

It’s just numbers…

Or so I thought.

This time I realized those numbers represented something much bigger.

They were the fulfillment of God’s promise to Abraham – that his descendants would become as numerous as the stars. Every family counted, every tribe listed, was evidence that God keeps His promises, even generations later.

4. Rebellion often begins with distrust.

As I continued reading, the rebellion only grew.

The people wanted to replace Moses and Aaron.

They wanted to return to Egypt.

God was ready to wipe them out, but Moses interceded on their behalf.

Even after Korah’s rebellion ended with the earth literally opening and swallowing people alive, Israel still didn’t fully trust God.

Then came the worship of Baal of Peor, where many of the Israelite men were drawn away by the Moabite women into idolatry.

I found myself asking,

How could they witness miracle after miracle and still rebel?

5. Then I realized…I’m not so different.

It’s easy to shake our heads at the Israelites.

I certainly did.

Until I realized something.

They didn’t have the Bible like we do today. They depended on Moses and on God’s visible presence among them. Of course, that should have been enough, and yet they still struggled to trust.

Then I began thinking about all of God’s instructions regarding worship, sacrifice, feasts, and offerings.

At first, I wondered how they managed to keep up with all of it.

Then it hit me.

I was viewing their lives through the lens of my modern, distracted world. Their entire national identity revolved around worshiping God. Every instruction was meant to keep Him at the center of their lives.

He wasn’t trying to burden them.

He was setting them apart.

Israel was called to be a holy people, belonging completely to Him.

6. Numbers became a mirror.

One afternoon while I was out walking, God gently convicted me.

I realized how often I’ve complained about the very blessings I once prayed desperately to receive.

I’ve been guilty of wanting to “go back to Egypt.”

Not literally—but in my attitude.

I’ve complained about responsibilities that are actually blessings. I’ve questioned God’s provision after watching Him provide again and again. I’ve worried about tomorrow even though He has faithfully cared for me countless times before.

Reading Numbers stopped being about Israel.

It became about me.

7. Trust is something I have to choose.

I’ve spent years seeing God’s faithfulness.

Miracle after miracle.

Provision after provision.

Answered prayer after answered prayer.

Yet there are still moments when I wonder whether He will come through again. Numbers reminded me that trust isn’t built by seeing more miracles. It’s built by remembering the God who has already proven Himself faithful.

I’ve repented of my complaining and asked God to help me become someone who truly trusts Him and to live as one of His set-apart children with a grateful heart instead of a grumbling one.

Final Thoughts

If I had to summarize what Numbers taught me in one sentence, it would be this:

God is holy, God is faithful, and God’s grace is far greater than my tendency to forget both.

I went into Numbers expecting lists and censuses.

I came away with a renewed appreciation for God’s holiness, His incredible patience, and a reminder that I need to stop looking so much like the Israelites and start looking more like someone who truly trusts the God who has never once failed me.

And perhaps that’s one of the greatest gifts of reading Scripture.

It doesn’t just tell us who God is.

It reveals who we are and lovingly invites us to become more like Christ.

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Walking Through the Bible: Leviticus

If I am being completely honest, Leviticus has always been one of those books that felt intimidating. It is filled with laws, sacrifices, ceremonies, and instructions that can make you wonder if you’ll ever make it through. More than once I found myself asking, “Lord, what am I supposed to learn from all of this?”

But the more I read, the more I realized Leviticus is so much more than a list of rules. Underneath every instruction is the heart of God. This book isn’t simply about laws. It is about a holy God who longs to live among His people.

One phrase appears over and over again throughout the book: “I am the Lord your God.” Every time I read those words, I was reminded that these commands were never random. God continually pointed His people back to who He is. His authority, His holiness, His faithfulness, and His love formed the foundation for everything He asked of them.

Here are some of the biggest lessons I took away from reading Leviticus.

1. God is holy beyond anything I can fully understand.

This is probably the strongest message throughout the entire book.

God’s holiness isn’t just one of His characteristics. It is His very nature. Everything about Him is pure, righteous, perfect, and completely set apart.

As I read about the sacrifices, the priests, the tabernacle, and the detailed instructions, I realized they all pointed to one truth. Sin cannot casually enter God’s presence. His holiness demands perfection.

That could feel discouraging if the story ended there. Thankfully, it doesn’t. Every sacrifice in Leviticus reminds me how desperately humanity needed a Savior. Reading this book made me appreciate Jesus even more because He became the perfect sacrifice once and for all.

2. God wants to dwell with His people.

One of the things that surprised me most was how often I saw God’s desire to be close to His people.

Yes, there were boundaries.

Yes, there were laws.

Yes, there were consequences for sin.

But all of those instructions served a purpose. God wanted Israel to remain clean so His presence could remain with them.

The heart behind the laws was never distance. It was relationship.

Today, because of Jesus, God doesn’t dwell in a tabernacle. His Holy Spirit lives within every believer. That truth makes me appreciate the incredible privilege we have today.

3. Obedience matters even when I don’t understand everything.

There were many moments while reading Leviticus when I wondered why certain laws existed. Some made perfect sense while others left me scratching my head.

I realized something important.

God never asked His people to fully understand every command before obeying it.

He simply asked them to trust Him.

That challenged me because I often want explanations before obedience. God reminds me that trust sometimes comes before understanding.

Even today, there are things in Scripture I don’t fully understand, but I can still trust the One who gave them.

4. Sin is far more serious than I sometimes realize.

Leviticus doesn’t minimize sin.

It doesn’t excuse it.

It doesn’t pretend it isn’t a problem.

Instead, it constantly shows the cost of sin through sacrifices, offerings, cleansing, and repentance.

Reading these chapters reminded me that sin separates us from God. It affects our relationship with Him and with others.

At the same time, I also saw God’s incredible mercy. He always made a way for His people to be restored. Long before Jesus came, God was already showing His desire to forgive those who came to Him with repentant hearts.

5. God cares about every part of life.

I expected Leviticus to focus mostly on worship, but I was surprised by how much it covered everyday living.

God gave instructions about family life, work, health, celebrations, justice, caring for the poor, honesty, generosity, and relationships.

Nothing was outside His concern.

That reminded me that following God is not something I do only on Sunday mornings. My faith should shape the way I speak, work, treat others, spend money, forgive people, and live every ordinary day.

God is interested in every part of my life because every part belongs to Him.

6. God’s repeated reminder changed the way I read the book.

“I am the Lord your God.”

By the time I reached the end of Leviticus, those words had become incredibly meaningful.

God wasn’t repeating Himself because Israel had poor memories. He was reminding them that every command flowed from His character.

He is the Lord.

He is holy.

He is faithful.

He is worthy of trust.

He is their God.

Those same truths still apply today.

Whenever I struggle to understand God’s ways, I can remember who He is before I focus on what He asks of me.

Final Thoughts

Leviticus may never become everyone’s favorite book of the Bible, but I don’t think I’ll ever read it the same way again.

Instead of seeing page after page of laws, I now see the heart of a holy God who wanted His people to reflect His character and enjoy His presence.

The sacrifices point to Jesus.

The holiness points to God’s perfection.

The repeated phrase, “I am the Lord your God,” reminds me that my faith begins with knowing who God is.

Leviticus challenged me to take God’s holiness seriously while also celebrating the grace I have because of Christ. It reminded me that obedience is an act of trust, that sin has a cost, and that God desires a relationship with His people more than anything.

That is a lesson worth carrying into every book that follows.

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Walking Through the Bible: Exodus

My journey through the Bible continues, and this month I found myself immersed in the book of Exodus.

If I’m being honest, the first five books of the Bible have never been my favorites. For years, I looked at Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy as books I needed to get through rather than books I wanted to read. They seemed packed with history, laws, names I couldn’t pronounce, and details that felt far removed from my everyday life.

I knew they were important because they’re God’s Word, but I didn’t always understand why they mattered so much.

This time was different.

Instead of rushing through my reading just to stay on schedule, I slowed down. I started reading Scripture out loud. I prayed before I opened my Bible and asked God to show me His heart instead of simply helping me finish another chapter.

That simple change transformed everything.

If you’re wondering what sparked this journey, after months of looking for the “perfect” Bible study (which, let’s be honest, probably doesn’t exist), I finally settled on The Daily Grace Co. Year in the Bible study. More importantly, I changed my approach. I stopped reading just to check a box and started reading because I genuinely wanted to know God better.

As I made my way through Exodus, I expected to focus on Moses, Pharaoh, the ten plagues, the parting of the Red Sea, and Israel’s escape from Egypt.

Instead, I found myself seeing something else entirely.

I kept seeing God.

Not just what He was doing, but who He is.

That became the theme of Exodus for me.

God Is God

One truth kept rising to the surface over and over again.

There is no one like Him.

When I reached the account of the plagues, I noticed something I had never really paid attention to before. Each plague wasn’t random. God was confronting something the Egyptians worshiped. The Nile, the sun, livestock, fertility—even Pharaoh himself held religious significance in Egypt.

God wasn’t just sending disasters.

He was making a statement.

Every plague declared that He alone is God.

Later, when we read the First Commandment – “You shall have no other gods before Me” (Exodus 20:3) – it carries even more weight because we’ve already watched Him prove exactly why.

The funny thing is, we don’t worship golden calves or statues today.

At least most of us don’t.

But we can be just as guilty of putting other things ahead of God. Careers. Money. Relationships. Success. Comfort. Approval from other people. Sometimes we even put ourselves on that throne.

We look to those things to give us peace, purpose, security, or identity, but eventually they all disappoint us.

Only God can fill that place.

Exodus reminded me that God doesn’t ask for first place because He’s insecure. He asks for first place because He knows nothing else will ever satisfy the deepest parts of our hearts.

God Is Full of Grace

One of the things people often talk about in Exodus is how God hardened Pharaoh’s heart. But this time, something else stood out to me:

Pharaoh hardened his own heart over and over before we ever read that God hardened it.

God kept giving him opportunities to repent.

He sent Moses again and again. He warned him repeatedly. He demonstrated miracle after miracle. God could have ended the whole situation instantly. Instead, He showed incredible patience.

Psalm 103:8 says,

“The Lord is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in faithful love.”

I saw that verse lived out all through Exodus. God’s grace doesn’t mean He overlooks sin. It means He patiently gives people every opportunity to turn back to Him.

What an incredible picture of His mercy!

God Is the Most Patient Father

I’ll admit it. The Israelites drove me crazy.

God parts the Red Sea. They complain.

He provides food from heaven. They complain.

He gives them water from a rock. They complain.

He leads them with a pillar of cloud during the day and fire at night. They still complain.

More than once I caught myself thinking, Seriously? After everything you’ve seen, how could you possibly doubt God now?

Then the Holy Spirit gently turned that question back toward me.

How many times has God faithfully provided for me…only for me to worry about the very next problem? How many prayers has He answered that I’ve already forgotten? How many times has He proven Himself faithful, only for fear to creep back in anyway?

Ouch.

The Israelites aren’t nearly as different from us as we’d like to believe. Their story is our story. And yet, despite all their grumbling, God kept providing.

He fed them.

He guided them.

He protected them.

He never stopped being faithful, even when they weren’t. That’s not because their behavior deserved it. It’s because that’s who God is.

God Keeps His Promises

One of the saddest moments in Exodus happens after God has done so much for His people.

They make a golden calf.

After witnessing miracle after miracle, they still turn toward an idol. That part has always amazed me. But this time I found myself paying closer attention to God’s response. He was done. He wanted to destroy them. Be done with the whole lot of them and start over again.

But thank God for Moses! Moses intercedes for the people, reminding God of the covenant He made with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob.

God remains faithful to what He promised.

What struck me wasn’t Israel’s failure; it was God’s consistency.

People change.

Circumstances change.

Our emotions change.

God never changes.

Numbers 23:19 reminds us that God does not lie or change His mind like people do. His promises don’t depend on our perfection. They depend on His character.

And His character has never changed – not then, not now, and not ever.

The Tabernacle Changed Everything for Me

I’ll admit something else.

When I used to reach the chapters describing the Tabernacle, my eyes glazed over a little.

Measurements.

Fabric.

Wood.

Gold.

Lampstands.

Priestly garments.

It all felt repetitive. This time, though, I slowed down enough to ask why every detail mattered. The answer completely changed how I viewed those chapters.

God wasn’t giving architectural instructions because He cared about construction. He cared about His presence.

Exodus 25:8 says,

“They are to make a sanctuary for Me so that I may dwell among them.”

That verse stopped me.

The Tabernacle wasn’t really about a building. It was about relationship. God wanted to be with His people. Even more beautiful is realizing that every part of the Tabernacle points us toward Jesus.

Jesus became the perfect sacrifice.

Jesus fulfilled what the sacrificial system could never permanently accomplish. Because of Him, we don’t have to approach God through an earthly tabernacle anymore.

The veil has been torn.

The way has been opened.

We have direct access to our Heavenly Father.

A Personal Conviction

As I studied the Tabernacle, God gently impressed something on my heart that I honestly wasn’t expecting.

He doesn’t simply want to dwell among His people. He wants to dwell within His people.

I’ve read 1 Corinthians 6:19 many times:

“Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you?”

I’ve always understood those words. This time, though, they settled deep in my heart. For the first time in a long time, I didn’t feel guilt about not always taking care of my body: I felt gratitude.

If the Holy Spirit lives in me, then I want to honor Him, not because I’m trying to earn His love, but because I’ve already received it. It shifted my perspective completely. Taking care of myself became less about losing weight or looking different and more about being a good steward of what God has entrusted to me.

That was a beautiful conviction.

Falling in Love with God’s Word

Somewhere during my study of Exodus, I did something that might sound a little strange.

I hugged my Bible.

I know. It sounds silly. But I couldn’t help it. I’ve fallen in love with God’s Word in a way I never expected. The more I read, the more I want to read. The more I learn, the more I realize there is still so much to discover. One morning during my study, I had the sweetest thought settle into my heart.

It was almost as if the Lord whispered,

“Daughter, it is My delight to share My heart with you.”

I sat there for a long time just thinking about that. And then I realized something. That invitation wasn’t just for me. It’s for every one of us. God delights in revealing Himself to His children. He isn’t hiding. He’s inviting. Every page of Scripture reveals more of His character, His love, His faithfulness, and His heart.

Exodus reminded me of that over and over again.

And now…

I’m moving on to Leviticus.

I never thought I’d say this, but I’m actually excited to see what God has waiting for me there.

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Walking Through the Bible: A New Series

I have a confession to make: I’ve been a Christian for a long time, but I’ve never read through the Bible this way before.

Sure, I’ve read the Bible. I’ve studied individual books, completed devotionals, listened to sermons, highlighted passages, filled journals, and covered notebooks with things God has shown me over the years. But this year feels different.

This year, I’m reading through the Bible with intention. Not because I’m trying to check a box, earn bonus points in heaven, or because I think I’ve got it all figured out. I’m doing it because I want to know God better.

Somewhere along the way, I realized it’s possible to know a lot about God while still having so much more to learn about His heart. So I decided to slow down.

I’ve also started reading Scripture out loud. I have a habit of letting my eyes move across a page while my brain wanders off to think about dinner, my to-do list, what book I’m reading next, or whether I remembered to move the laundry to the dryer. Reading out loud forces me to pay attention, and honestly, it’s been changing the way I experience Scripture.

Things I’ve read dozens of times suddenly stand out. Details I overlooked seem important. Stories I’ve known since childhood feel fresh again. It’s reminded me that God’s Word is alive.

The amazing thing is that I already know how the story ends. Jesus wins. We win. But I still find myself wanting to go back to the beginning.

I’ve always done that with stories. When I finish a television series, I immediately want to start over and watch it again. When I finish a book, I want to reread it so I can see how all the pieces fit together now that I know the ending. The Bible is no different.

Every time I go back, I notice something new. Every time I read it, God reveals another piece of His character. Every time I open it, I learn something I somehow missed before.

That’s what this series is about. As I finish each book of the Bible, I’ll share what stood out to me, what challenged me, what encouraged me, and what I learned about God. Some observations may seem simple. Some may be things I’ve known for years. Others may completely surprise me. But that’s okay.

I don’t believe we ever outgrow the basics of our faith. Sometimes the greatest revelations come from revisiting truths we’ve known all along.

My goal isn’t to teach a Bible study. My goal is simply to share the journey—to share what God is showing me, celebrate the moments that make me stop and say, “Wow, I never noticed that before,” and hopefully encourage someone else to open their Bible and read it with fresh eyes too.

So welcome to Walking Through the Word. I’m grateful you’re here.

I’ve already finished Genesis and learned so much about God’s faithfulness, His promises, His patience, and His ability to use imperfect people. Next up is Exodus, and I can’t wait to see what God teaches me next.